Seeking Knowledge Until Death
From a lecture by Shaykh Salih aalish-Shaykh
Imâm Ahmad had two sons, 'Abdullâh and Sâlih,
whom were half-brothers. Sâlih relates that "A man saw my
father carrying a mihbarah (a wooden inkwell that students used to carry
along with their pens) and said, 'O Abâ 'Abdillâh! You are
the Imâm of the Muslims!' "
This man spoke like this since he was surprised to see
Imâm Ahmad carrying his mihbarah as the young students would carry
it, or indeed that he would still read books, or shoulder the same responsibilities
that the youth did. Note also how all the people were fascinated by
him (by Imâm Ahmad), even the elders of the people!
Imâm Ahmad replied with a statement that nullified this man's
whole understanding. He said: "I will be with the mihbarah all
the way to the maqbarah (graveyard)."
What did he mean? He meant, "I will be busy with
knowledge until I die."
Another narration mentions that he said this same statement
on a separate occasion to another group of people: "As for me,
I will seek knowledge until I am placed in the grave."
When the time of his death came near, he said to those
around him:
"Relate to me the statement of Hushaym." (Hushaym
was Hushaym ibn Bashîr, Imâm Ahmad's first teacher. He met
him in the year 179AH, when he began seeking knowledge at the age of
16) So they read to him what he had requested. This narrated tradition
mentioned that Ibn Sîrîn used to dislike a person groaning
from pain. At that time, Imâm Ahmad had became very ill and he
used to groan due to the pain yet when they informed him that Ibn Sîrîn
used to dislike groaning at such a time, he did not groan again until
he died.
This is the reality of his statement, "I will seek
knowledge until I am placed in the grave," meaning, "I must
continue benefiting from knowledge."
So if you have left your youth behind and become a teacher or an educator,
or a lecturer or professor in the university, or an author, and you
say, "I have finished seeking knowledge," know that this is
the situation of someone who does not know the reality of his affairs.
Al-'Ilm is knowledge of what? It is knowledge of the Speech
of Allah and the speech of His Messenger, peace be upon him. Has anyone
reached a level of awareness of the meanings of the Speech of Allah
and His Messenger, peace be upon him, and also the statements of the
scholars explaining the Book and the sunnah, a level of awareness that
is sufficient?
No one has reached that level. No one who has the right
intention and a proper heart has reached that level. Regarding this,
Imâm Ahmad said, "With the mihbarah all the way to the maqbarah."
He was addressing everyone, advising us to continue seeking knowledge
and not to give it up for any petty reason.
In the study circles of our mosques we have seen a great
number of students who are eager to learn for two months, and then they
abandon it. Three months or so only. What is this?! Some of them seek
knowledge for 3, 4, 5, or 7 years and then they abandon it. Why is that?
Is it because the lure of the world has come to you, so you are finished
and now you head off into the world? Is it because a position was offered
to you and you took it? Is it because you have reached a certain status,
you have become a school director or professor in the university? For
this you reason you have stopped seeking knowledge? No! You must continue
seeking knowledge until you die. This is what will correct the society's
problems, if their scholars take this advice. As for the students of
knowledge, then they must hold fast to this advice, "With the mihbarah
all the way to the maqbarah."
He must stay with his book until he dies - reading,
learning, memorizing, reviewing, teaching, until his end.
What are the people saying these days? "The rulings
related to prayer, we know them, no problem." If you asked them
about many of the rulings, you will find that they do not know them.
Why is that? It is because they have become satisfied with the knowledge
they have, even delighted that they have the knowledge they have. We
ask Allah that He excuses us and that He is pleased with us.
If you asked them about affairs even greater than the
prayer, issues of creed, issues of tawhîd, you will find that
they have not fully grasped the issues, and they used to be students
of knowledge! Why is that? Because they were negligent, and thus abandoned
it.
Knowledge is honor, if you abandon it, it will abandon
you. If you take the task seriously, you will be given some of it, from
what Allah has decreed for you.